Monday, May 23, 2011

Already and Only

Léo is already 6 weeks old.
Léo is only 6 weeks old.

It's difficult in my mind to reconcile these 2 sentences. I know he's already 6 weeks. Time flew by, seriously. At the same time, he's only 6 weeks old and I must refrain from expecting a lot from him (though a first smile would be great!) or put thoughts and feelings behind his facial expressions. I feel he's like a smart animal for now: he is guided by his senses, not his reason. He doesn't have many things we take for granted -the use of words of course, but also a regulated appetite, the ability to soothe himself, etc. It's challenging at times to remember that he is a BABY. We've been with him for 6 weeks straight and have seen him grow so much physically and emotionally, but he's still a baby who doesn't know anything. It's our role as parents to teach him, love him, hold him, reassure him, be patient with him. I am loving this aspect of parenthood. I love him so much and love seeing him grow, and I love that it will take time before he reaches some milestones. It's all about appreciating each and every moment with him, not waiting for the next milestone.

But yeah... I'm still waiting for that first smile!


3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Amazing isn't it? The concept of time with a child.
You'll MELT when you get the first smiles. Have the camera ready, it's coming soon!

Jen said...

It will come soon! And I know exactly what you mean by 'already and only'. Time is flying yet going slow. But just enjoy him and soak up this time at home before we go back to work. It will be here so soon (even though the days may seem to drag at times). We need to hang next week!

Heidi said...

He is looking like such a little man in that photo! Enjoy your time with him and keep the camera nearby - we'll all want to see that smile!